Imagine saying goodbye to a loved one, mourning them, and burying them—only to later see them alive. That’s what happened to me. On a beach trip meant to help my son and me heal, my little boy pointed out his “dead” mother.
My world turned upside down. The truth I discovered afterward was even more devastating than her supposed death. I never thought grief would find me so early in life.
But at 34, I became a widower, raising our 5-year-old son, Luke, alone. Two months ago, when I last kissed my wife Stacey goodbye, I still remember the faint lavender scent in her chestnut hair. Hours later, a phone call would crush everything I knew.
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I had been in Seattle, wrapping up a big business deal, when my phone rang. It was Stacey’s father. “Abraham, there’s been an accident.
Stacey… she didn’t make it.”
“What? No, that can’t be true! I literally spoke to her last night!”
“I’m sorry, son.
It happened this morning. A drunk driver…”
The words blurred, echoing in my ears until everything became a dull hum. I don’t even remember booking my flight back.
Somehow, I just ended up back home, stumbling into a house that already felt hollow. Stacey’s parents had arranged everything without me. By the time I arrived, the funeral was over.
“We didn’t want to wait,” her mother explained, avoiding my eyes. “It was for the best.”
Too numb to argue, I let it pass. But deep down, I regretted not fighting—regretted not insisting on saying goodbye, not demanding to see her one last time.
Grief has a way of dulling your instincts, making you accept things you should question. That night, after everyone left, I held Luke as he cried into my chest. “When’s Mommy coming home?” he asked through tears.
“She can’t, buddy. But she loves you very much.”
“Can we call her? Can she talk to us, Daddy?”
I swallowed the lump in my throat.
“No, sweetheart. Mommy’s in heaven now. She can’t call us anymore.”
His little body trembled against me as he wept, and I silently wept with him.
How could I explain death to a child when I barely understood it myself? The weeks dragged on painfully. I buried myself in work, left Luke with a nanny most days, and walked through a house frozen in time.
Stacey’s sweaters still hung in our closet, her mug still sat by the sink, and her laughter still seemed to echo in the empty halls. Every room was haunted by memories I couldn’t escape. One morning, watching Luke absentmindedly push cereal around in his bowl, barely eating, I realized we both needed something different.
“Hey, champ,” I said, forcing cheer into my voice, “how about we go to the beach for a few days?”
His eyes lit up a little. “Can we build sandcastles?”
“You bet,” I smiled. “And maybe we’ll see dolphins.”
For the first time in weeks, a flicker of excitement returned to his face.
Maybe the trip would help us both. We checked into a beachfront hotel. The sound of waves, the warm sand, and Luke’s laughter playing in the surf—it was like a lifeline pulling me out of the darkness.
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